Poem:Truth Hurts

When I left the underworld and came to earth there was something different about me

Gone are the days of happiness

Of joyful memories on the playground with the other little ones

Playing in the sandbox

In the sandbox we played without a care in the world no one tried and change us

No one to tear us down and make us into something we were not

I have been through all of the highs and lows of life and it was not fun

I have often wondered when I will get there, to that place of peace

Of Knowing

I will never be the same thanks to you

Your vile sack of flesh said you loved me in every way

Lies and lies filling my head and my heart

Killing, Killing, Killing me the entire time you said you loved me

Did you ever think how this would affect me?

I guess not

I guess you just wanted to fill up my head while I lay down and let you fill me up

With your poison that causes me to regret ever knowing you at all

The poison that makes me take two extra pills a day besides my vitamins

The worst part is that you are not even man enough to just say sorry

I am not a HORE I KNOW IT WAS YOU

YOU DID THIS

You changed me so much that I cannot even be myself anymore

I am so hateful and ashamed that I ever fell into your web of mistrust

I hope you enjoyed having my sweetness and sucking the literal life out of me at the same time

My sandbox has turned into a square space of daggers that are constantly stabbing me

And my playground has turned into my own personal Hell

But you will be happy to know that this playground is full as well

With other souls that loved too hard for their own good

WE are all here in the underworld and realize that we are gone but we will have our day

Our day to shine and possibly get back that light that was once in us

And escape the darkness living has become