Ok so I am getting over a breakup and it has been harder than I thought. I mean I miss this boy a lot. At first I didn't want to admit it but I cannot lie to myself anymore. I mean damn he hit me hard (In more ways than one) LOL but we had a great connection at times. This at times was the problem though because most of the other times we were fighting or on two different planes or at least this is how it seemed to me. I mean we had a type of passion that was great but I just couldn't handle the lies and trickery he kept trying to pull over my eyes. He strikes me as a have his cake and eat it too type and plus he had WAAAAYYYYYY too much drama with him. I mean I live a DRAMA FREE existence. But I still miss the little things about him. The way his tongue hung out of his mouth when he slept or was bored. The way he held me at night and he used to make my bed when we would just be chilling in it. I always thought that was soooo sweet. I mean it just hurts because I always think of what we could have been but know we will most likely never be that.
Anything like this ever happen to you and if so, how did you get over it???
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