Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Busting the Windows to My Sanity

Hey guys i know i missed yesterday!!!! LOL Ooooops anyway here is a quick poem that i wrote a while ago



I bust the windows out your car

Because of the five years of struggle you put me through

A struggle that only ended in my heart being dismantled

From the constant battle I had of trying to make you love me

I bust the windows out your car

And I know It didn’t mend my broken heart

But it helped me play the part

Of the animal you created

5 years of damage that you caused to my being

Turned me into a woman who never wanted to let another man in

My heart wanted to go wither and die

You told me you loved me but your actions said something else

So I busted those windows out your car

Because I knew you always loved it more then you ever loved me

But not more than you loved her

Your newness, your trophy

you always put her in front of me but I never noticed

How you warmly greeted me at the front door

After just showing her out the back

When you lied constantly and showed little interest

I was content to stay and make it work

The way a real woman would

But that day when I walked into my house and saw her there

I knew it was over because my soul finally took a bigger beating then my pride ever could

So I bust the windows out your car

Because I had to leave a mark that said something

You could never feel what I felt that day unless

I busted those windows out your car

I hope she was worth it

You tried to destroy me as a person and almost succeeded

Even though what you did to me was much worst I had to do something to make it hurt

I bust the windows out your car

Because of all the dinners you missed

I bust the windows out your car

Because you let her take my place

Came into the bedroom and she was in my space

I bust the windows out your car

You should feel lucky that that’s all I did

You really hurt me babe you really

Really really hurt me babe

By: Joaquin M. Turley, Jr.

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