I feel I am in a new chapter in my life in many ways. The funny thing is nothing about where I am is specific. I mean at times I feel I am everywhere and nowhere at the same time. Can any one of you relate to this feeling? I just feel that I should be a certain way but then I feel like I want to be another way. There are two sides of me fighting with one another in a constant battle of my personality.
I have also started to go down a very dangerous road. A road of which I do not like to travel often in this life. This is the road of the why's. The road where you are constantly comparing yourself to others and making a bigger deal out of things then you need to. A road where you are wondering constantly and always lost in some kind of way. In some aspects of my daily life I feel myself slipping into this mentality more and more and it is not a good thing for me to do at this point. I feel it is imperative for me to stay focused as an individual and worry about myself.
So I will do this even though some or most things in this life are not fair. But hey, that's the way the stale cookie crumbles at times :)
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