NEW page!!!!

I feel I am in a new chapter in my life in many ways. The funny thing is nothing about where I am is specific. I mean at times I feel I am everywhere and nowhere at the same time. Can any one of you relate to this feeling? I just feel that I should be a certain way but then I feel like I want to be another way. There are two sides of me fighting with one another in a constant battle of my personality.

I have also started to go down a very dangerous road. A road of which I do not like to travel often in this life. This is the road of the why's. The road where you are constantly comparing yourself to others and making a bigger deal out of things then you need to. A road where you are wondering constantly and always lost in some kind of way. In some aspects of my daily life I feel myself slipping into this mentality more and more and it is not a good thing for me to do at this point. I feel it is imperative for me to stay focused as an individual and worry about myself.

So I will do this even though some or most things in this life are not fair. But hey, that's the way the stale cookie crumbles at times :)

LIFE!!!!!

Don't let life get you too down, just turn around and smile
When the walls come tumbling down
run for the shelter, don't stop and allow yourself to hit the ground.


Just a start of a poem I am starting to work on at the moment. I mean wow I have been gone for quite a minute haven't I? I mean life throws things at you that can be such an obstacle. Some things become obstacles because we make them. That is what I have been doing in my life and I just refuse to do it any longer. I realize now that I don't need to be dwelling on the little things because life itself is sooooo much bigger. So here's to living life and smiling to the fullest.

OMG I'm Back

Ok, guys I have been so swoomped with LIFE. I am guessing you know how that can be at times!!!! LOL But I am starting a new exciting chapter in my life. I got a job thanks to the wonderful temp agency I am working with, and I started yesterday. It was so nice because I have been waiting to get a retail job because I think it will help me with interacting with people on a more regular basis.

So I am excited and it is really cool. I hope you guys are having a great holiday season and enjoy the read.