He Didn't Get It

Why are my feelings only important when I am ready to leave
Why is it that when I am armored you see me clearly
But when I appear naked you walk through me
Blind to the fact that I indeed exist
You were supposed to see me on that day
I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When I was a Bitch!!!
When I cast you aside you tried to be beside me
But now that I am in your presence you are unaware of my existence
Why can’t you realize I am here when I truly am
Instead of realizing it when you only have a piece of me
You must not want all of me, you must just want half
But I don’t want you to want me in that half-committed state
Because that is such a lonely road, an empty path
Filled with the thorns of a cast of emotions I never dealt with in the past
Coming in and out of my life
Slowly draining the blood from my body as they prick my skin
One by One until I fall in a lovers field gasping for air
Our love takes its last breath
Signaling the end of us
My pieces have been shattered to a crucial point
Broken in my hope for a brighter tomorrow
Because today you didn’t get that I loved you when I tried