Jam of the Moment!!!!!! #3

XOXOXO

This song is everything and one of few highlights on the B.E.P.'s latest album entitled "The Beginning." The album debuted at a stunning 6th place on the Billboard charts this week, while Katy Perry has her 3rd straight #1 off of her smash album"Teenage Dream."

So this is a great week for Katy and only a so-so week for B.E.P. Hopefully this song which is also my personal Jam of the Week can rebound their disappointing first week sales. I have heard rumblings that this will be the second single off the disc so hopefully this will help. The reason I feel this album is doing so poorly (which has been stated over and over again) is the fact that Fergie, really the voice behind the group seems to be missing.

For the most part, she is NOT on the CD. I always wonder why artist tend to do this type of thing after they have hugely successful albums. They tend to try to change what seems to be a winning formula. I will NEVER understand it at all. To go from an album that was grammy recognized and produced 3 #1 singles to this is just unacceptable. This album sounds unauthentic as a B.E.P. album because Will.I.am seems to be trying to hog the spotlight. It's just a mess as a whole!!!!!!

But there are some great songs on it, just like my jam of the moment. Enjoy!!!!!!

Weekend Box Office

Well, well, well, looks like someone finally overcame Harry Potter

1. Tangled, $21.5 million
2. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1, $16.7 million
3. Burlesque, $6.1 million (tie)
3. Unstoppable, $6.1 million (tie)
5. Love and Other Drugs, $5.7 million
6. Megamind, $5 million
7. Due Date, $4.2 million
8. Faster, $3.8 million
9. The Warrior's Way, $3.1 million
10. The Next Three Days, $2.7 million

Jam of the Moment!!!!!! #2

FAMOUS

Extracted from her latest CD entitled "Love me back" Jazmine really brought it with this ya'll. I think I am so extremely drawn to this track because it is soooo haunting in a way!! And her voice is only laced with a hurt that is not heard anywhere else on this album. I don't know why but this song just sticks out to me for some odd reason. Make sure you guys go get that album it is so strong even though most may agree that it is NOT as soulful as her debut

World AIDS Day!!!!!!!!!!!!

AIDS (acquired immune deficiency syndrome) is the final stage of HIV disease, which causes severe damage to the immune system.

Important facts about the spread of AIDS include:

• AIDS is the sixth leading cause of death among people ages 25 - 44 in the United States, down from number one in 1995.
• The World Health Organization estimates that more than 25 million people worldwide have died from this infection since the start of the epidemic
• In 2008, there were approximately 33.4 million people around the world living with HIV/AIDS, including 2.1 million children under age 15.

Human immunodeficiency virus (HIV) causes AIDS. The virus attacks the immune system and leaves the body vulnerable to a variety of life-threatening infections and cancers.

Common bacteria, yeast, parasites, and viruses that ordinarily do not cause serious disease in people with healthy immune systems can cause fatal illnesses in people with AIDS.

HIV has been found in saliva, tears, nervous system tissue and spinal fluid, blood, semen (including pre-seminal fluid, which is the liquid that comes out before ejaculation), vaginal fluid, and breast milk. However, only blood, semen, vaginal secretions, and breast milk generally transmit infection to others.

The virus can be spread (transmitted):

• Through sexual contact -- including oral, vaginal, and anal sex
• Through blood -- via blood transfusions (now extremely rare in the U.S.) or needle sharing
• From mother to child -- a pregnant woman can transmit the virus to her fetus through their shared blood circulation, or a nursing mother can transmit it to her baby in her breast milk

HIV infection is NOT spread by:

• Casual contact such as hugging
• Mosquitoes
• Participation in sports
• Touching items previously touched by a person infected with the virus

People with AIDS have had their immune system damaged by HIV and are very susceptible to these opportunistic infections. Common symptoms are:

• Chills
• Fevers
• Sweats (particularly at night)
• Swollen lymph glands
• Weakness
• Weight loss

Note: Initial infection with HIV may produce no symptoms. Some people, however, do experience flu-like symptoms with fever, rash, sore throat, and swollen lymph nodes, usually 2 - 4 weeks after contracting the virus. Some people with HIV infection stay symptom-free for years between the time they are exposed to the virus and when they develop AIDS.

Get the facts and LIVE life!!!!!!!

Essay provided by the New York Times written by: By ABIGAIL ZUGER, M.D.

Check here for the entire Essay

Random!!!!! #2

How appropriate on this day
the rains came
Washing the pain away
See this day reminds me of several things
Of regret for getting so caught up in heated passion the latex never mattered
Of pain where the doctor tells you, you're a positive person
Well if I'm so positive, why do I feel so negative

Random!!!!!

I am searching for something that is not necessarily there.
Going out constantly, going out on a tear.
Searching for the special something here, there, and everywhere.
Sometimes when I find it, it causes a scare that now makes me aware of the dare
so now I let it come
Come to me
In a more natural form just letting it be,
Me O my Lord have mercy, I have seen some sights unseen
While I was busy exploring this evergreen.

THIS is XTINA!!!!!!

This is the Christina Aguilera I know and LIVE for!!!!! UGH!!!! She gave you everything you needed in these two performances OMG!!!!!! And I am so excited because she is giving you PROMO DOWN!!!!!!!! for Burlesque!!! XTINA is back and better than ever, for her to give us this type of performance on prime time television is most certainly a step in the right direction.


Christina Show me how you Burlesque and Beautiful


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Nicki Minaj!!!!!!! Interview Ripping Lil Kim"

OMG this is a real ass interview!!!!!!

My FAV AMA Performances from tonight

Christina



Rihanna



Pink!!!



Katy Perry




Diddy Dirty Money


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Taylor Swift

Burlesque PROMO DOWN!!!!!

Christina SMASHES this on Ellen

Christina on Jay Leno

Burlesque Promo continues!!!!!


Interview




Performance of Bound to You the "Big ballad" on the soundtrack

Christina Has a Star on the Walk of FAME!!!!!!!

YESSSSSSSS, everyone who knows me knows that she is my fav!!!! OMG I am so happy for her at the moment, on the heels of Burlesque her first feature film she is receiving this great honor!!!!


Oh and I saw Burlesque yesterday at a free screening and it was sooo good! I am so happy to see that she is back and even dancing in heels no doubt. I am excited!! We also received word that she is already recording her next full length album.

Hot VIDS!!!!!

the #1 song in America, "What's my Name"





Keri Hilson- Pretty Girl Rock

Katy Perry Firework LEAK!!!!!!!!!

New Vid!!!!! one of my FAV songs at the moment from one of my FAV girls

MARIAH!!!!

Soooooo Mariah Carey has finally announced today that she is pregnant. I am soooooo happy that this is finally out because really Mariah it was getting kind of on the ridiculous side. But just an FYI on most people's parts, Mariah had a miscarriage before and that is one of or even the main reason why she took so long to disclose such information. She was pregnant when the couple got married back in 2008 but she lost the baby. So that must have been a really hard thing to deal with especially with all of the promotion and other business endeavors she pursues. Check this video for her confession and explanation.




and P.S. Beyonce is NOT pregnant!!!! LOL Ooooops

NEW page!!!!

I feel I am in a new chapter in my life in many ways. The funny thing is nothing about where I am is specific. I mean at times I feel I am everywhere and nowhere at the same time. Can any one of you relate to this feeling? I just feel that I should be a certain way but then I feel like I want to be another way. There are two sides of me fighting with one another in a constant battle of my personality.

I have also started to go down a very dangerous road. A road of which I do not like to travel often in this life. This is the road of the why's. The road where you are constantly comparing yourself to others and making a bigger deal out of things then you need to. A road where you are wondering constantly and always lost in some kind of way. In some aspects of my daily life I feel myself slipping into this mentality more and more and it is not a good thing for me to do at this point. I feel it is imperative for me to stay focused as an individual and worry about myself.

So I will do this even though some or most things in this life are not fair. But hey, that's the way the stale cookie crumbles at times :)

My girl is coming back!!!!!

OMG my girl Duffy is coming back with a brand new album entitled "Endlessly"!!!! Yeah baby, I am soooooo excited at this moment in time. If you've never heard of her she is from the UK and she is such a great songstress!!!! Her 2008 hit, Mercy topped the charts in many countries around the world, you can check that out here:



Did you like that????? Great now we can all move on to her new single entitled, "Well Well Well"

Jam of the Moment!!!!!! (New Weekly Post)

WHAT'S MY NAME

Set to be on the singer's 5th LP entitled "LOUD" Rihanna really turns up the heat on this one. I am living for this song at the moment as it sits atop my groove play list on my I-pod.....The song is very danceable and features rapper Drake.....I don't care what anyone says but Rihanna's vocals are becoming more solid ever since her last effort Rated R!!!!! Hopefully LOUD will give us more great music to listen to. It will be in stores Nov.16th Check out the song clip below.

It has FINALLY happened!!!!!!

Singer, songwriter and actress Beyonce Knowles is finally pregnant with her and Jay Z's first child. OMG this is something I have been waiting for since she married rap legend Jay-Z in April of 2008. I just knew it was just a matter of time when they married that something of this magnitude would take place. It was reported today in the morning hours. It is believed that sources from Us Magazine have the official scoop as to Ms. Knowles current condition as she is believed to be in her first trimester.

I think congrats are in order for the lucky couple :))))))))))

TREVOR!!!!

this is the very short film that inspired the Trevor project which is stepping in to curve the teenage suicides that are happening among the LGBT youth.

Be Proud!!!!!!

This month is National LGBT History month. We all in the communtiy need to celebrate, rejoice and ban together in our struggle for equality in this nation.

Be proud of who you are as a person. Don't worry about what people say about you because of who you choose to love. No let's get something straight at this moment. The choice is in physically loving the same gender. We all have friends who try to deny their sexual urges and refuse to partake in any sexual act with the same gender. There is NOT!!!! a choice in loving the same gender emotionally. I personally feel this is the difference between being gay and being trendy. Yes it is sad to say that some people claim to be gay because it is the "cool" thing to do.

Most people that are actually gay understand what a struggle it is to be that way. A person can receive much flak for being "different" in a society that being "normal" is considered the right way to function. Anything that is different is considered evil or unusual.

No one would choose to be GAY!!!!!! My people that are in the continuous struggle understand what i mean when I say this. That is why we get so up in arms when someone (especially someone who is NOT gay says rather casually) that being gay is a choice. If you lived one day in my bruised shoes you would think differently almost immediately.

Although I was teased frequently in my school I would never wish to not be this way because being this way is a part of who I am as a person. If I am fine with it then why is the world so upset about me being this way. I mean it is not as though I am doing harm to anyone else by being this way. And since I am doing something that is so dangerous and harmful to myself why is everyone hell bent on making me change? One would think they would try and stay away from me instead of trying to force me to change against my will.

Be PROUD of who you are as a person because that is who you truly are. It doesn't matter what others have to say about you as long as they aren't harming you in any physical way then you're good and if they are, seek help from the proper people. If that doesn't work whether it be in a school or other establishment tell your parent or legal guardian.

It does really get better, choose to live instead of dying and helping the negative individuals in this screwed up society win. No one can live your life but you. So live it and celebrate this month for it and every other day in the year is truly for us

Go See This!!!!!!!!!!!

"Waiting for Superman" is a documentary that showcases area school children in their quest to learn and have the opportunity to go to better schools to better their education. It is important for us to look at films of this nature in order for kids to have a better education. I know at least in the Washington D.C. area we like to sweep issues like this under the rug and avoid them instead of looking at the problems and fixing them.

LIFE!!!!!

Don't let life get you too down, just turn around and smile
When the walls come tumbling down
run for the shelter, don't stop and allow yourself to hit the ground.


Just a start of a poem I am starting to work on at the moment. I mean wow I have been gone for quite a minute haven't I? I mean life throws things at you that can be such an obstacle. Some things become obstacles because we make them. That is what I have been doing in my life and I just refuse to do it any longer. I realize now that I don't need to be dwelling on the little things because life itself is sooooo much bigger. So here's to living life and smiling to the fullest.

Love the Way you Lie (Video Premiere)

Eminem and Rihanna's new Collab!!!!

Janelle Monae Video Premiere!!!!!!!

COLD WAR video premiere

Christina Aguilera You Lost Me Video Premiere

My girl's second video!!!!!

LOVE IT Nicki Minaj Your Love Video Premiere

OMG this is ONLY my favorite song at the moment.......

Nicki Minaj - New Music - More Music Videos

When will we learn

this is sooooo sad just everything about it

SING CHILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG this is this black girl from Glee her name is Amber she is amazing!!!!!!!! I have been not skeptical of her but of some others from the Glee cast. I wondered if they could actually sing the way they do on the show. One thing is for sure we KNOW this girl can blow!!!! Check out this video of her singing the national anthem!!!!!

Set in Their Ways

Older men are usually set in their ways, meaning they already feel that they know themselves so it is utterly impossible they can be taught anything from anyone, especially a younger person. This is something I have heard and my own personal belief. Many of my personal experiences have proven this notion aka my theory to be true.


The ones that you cannot tell a DAMN thing too no matter what are a trip. This type of guy is so frustrating to date because he can be the biggest know it all in the entire world. I hate being corrected in a way that makes me feel dumb. And also I HATE to be corrected about everything almost implying I know nothing. Now this could be me showing how green I am or it could be the flat out truth. I also mainly get the older gentlemen who think they are smarter than I am. This means they feel they can say anything or do anything to me and I am supposed to be alright with it because they are older.

First of all I would LOVE to know where this most insane notion comes from? I mean in my experiences older men have tried to control me for the most part. This can be incredibly frustrating because I am not a puppet and these experiences have made me a harder person to date. (Yeah I admit it I have changed, and it's all your fault) To the point that when someone is being nice to me, I have a hard time knowing if they are truly being genuine.

*SideBar*

I have experienced nothing but the moody older man that barely has his own life together. The one that has spent the majority of his life partying. Or the one that has let the lifestyle get to him soooo much that he is now too emotionally fragile to go on. You can imagine my envy when I talk to friends and they get the other side of this spectrum. Meaning the older guy who has his shit together and can take care of himself and has a decent apartment or even house and maybe a car. The guy that is actually mature instead of the one that thinks he is only because of his age. I tend to get babies who need to be passivized or wiped!!!! OFTEN!!!!! Now I am not a gold digger I DO NOT want or need your money, but be able to take me out on a date and please don't ask for money then never pay it back. My whole thing is if your so big and bad, why can't you pay for your own shit?

*End Sidebar*

They say one is never too old to learn a few new tricks but all of the guys I have dated seem to be just set in their ways. Not trying to be flexible and see things in a different light. They want to override the things I know with their own knowledge instead of teaching me they try to mold me into what they want me to be for them. Instead of broadening my sense of self they confuse me even more.

Have you guys experienced the same types of things or something different?

closure!!!!!!

I have been dealing with this gentlemen for about two years at this point. I mean at first (as it always starts out) everything was great. I mean we had great talks and he is a good person overall but after a some time and some self growing I realized; this nigga is the same as all the rest. But his speciality is he is a wordsmith. He is one of those slick talkers that will have you believing shit that did not happen.

He also lives in a world of double standards one thing I REFUSE to live in. I mean he talks about forgiveness yet throws something I did in the past (that he claims he forgave me for) in my face in a sad attempt to win an argument. I mean talk about an oxymoron. LOL!!!!!! But he makes me think and I feel I grow when I am around him but I also feel he has more shit with him than a fucking cow. Mmmmoooooooo bitch!!!!!! LOL!!!!!

Perfect example, how are you going to ask me where your birthday present is when you did NOT get me a present and even worse did not even remember my birthday? How is that possible when our birthdays are three weeks apart? Then go on to say if I put money in your card I don't have to get you a present. Firstly, I DON'T have to get your ass anything at all I am just being thoughtful (something you were NOT) on my b-day.

Mind you these are just recent examples of the contradictory lifestyle this individual lives on a daily basis. Well I for one am over the bullshit that is constantly shoved down my emotional coffin. Today the coffin is closed and so is my heart!!!!! Well at least from him anyway :)

Busting the Windows to My Sanity

Hey guys i know i missed yesterday!!!! LOL Ooooops anyway here is a quick poem that i wrote a while ago

I bust the windows out your car

Because of the five years of struggle you put me through

A struggle that only ended in my heart being dismantled

From the constant battle I had of trying to make you love me

I bust the windows out your car

And I know It didn’t mend my broken heart

But it helped me play the part

Of the animal you created

5 years of damage that you caused to my being

Turned me into a woman who never wanted to let another man in

My heart wanted to go wither and die

You told me you loved me but your actions said something else

So I busted those windows out your car

Because I knew you always loved it more then you ever loved me

But not more than you loved her

Your newness, your trophy

you always put her in front of me but I never noticed

How you warmly greeted me at the front door

After just showing her out the back

When you lied constantly and showed little interest

I was content to stay and make it work

The way a real woman would

But that day when I walked into my house and saw her there

I knew it was over because my soul finally took a bigger beating then my pride ever could

So I bust the windows out your car

Because I had to leave a mark that said something

You could never feel what I felt that day unless

I busted those windows out your car

I hope she was worth it

You tried to destroy me as a person and almost succeeded

Even though what you did to me was much worst I had to do something to make it hurt

I bust the windows out your car

Because of all the dinners you missed

I bust the windows out your car

Because you let her take my place

Came into the bedroom and she was in my space

I bust the windows out your car

You should feel lucky that that’s all I did

You really hurt me babe you really

Really really hurt me babe

By: Joaquin M. Turley, Jr.

Unbothered!!!!!!!

I mean WTF I don't get it!!!! If I don't want to be bothered with you then I don't want to be bothered with you!!!!! Why is that so hard for some individuals to understand!!! I mean I this life we live in can be cruel but hey, get over it. I have had to get over my heart being splattered on the floor several times and I am still surviving. I mean the thing is this guy and I never even really got into anything that complicated or serious. Just went out on a few dates that was all.

Just when he was starting to grow on me he turned into this overbearing creature that I did not like at all. I mean he was loving and all at first but then he became crazy and obsessed with me. Telling me he was coming to my job to do all of this non-sense. I told him to lose my number the first time (you see I said the first time) he told me no!!!!! Can you believe that??? He told me that he was NOT going to lose my number OMG a mess right??? I know!!!!

So then he would try to play these mind games with me. Like one day he would call or text and be sweet then the next act like a complete asshole. I mean he was so wishy-washy and I just refused to take it anymore. I had to literally step out of my character and curse his ass OUT!!!! A few times in order to get my point across that I DO NOT repeat, DO NOT want to be bothered with him and his issues.

I have enough on my plate at the moment to be worrying about some dude. I am better than that. In my years of dating I have never encountered anything like this.

Soul Searching!!!

So I am soul searching at the moment. Searching for certain answers to questions that linger in my mind. I mean questions that plauge me, almost haunting my existence. They say you tend to attract certain types of people because of who you are and that this is a reflection of you. So I am desperately trying to look within to see why it is that I attract the people that I do.

Now this is not saying that I tend to attract necessarily bad people. But I am interested to know why I attract the type that loves to just lie to me. That is a common trend among the encounters I have had in this gay lifestyle. So I am stuck searching for answers like is it the lifestyle, me or something else?

I don't know if this means I tend to ask for too much or could it mean that I am sending some lie to me signal off into the universe? Perhaps I want too much out of my relationships? I feel wanting to have an open, honest relationship is not too much to ask. Maybe it is too much to ask of the lifestyle I am living in. I mean I can count on one hand how many relationships I know of that have survived this lifestyle for an extended period of time.

Life tends to confuse me because it seems the most simple things in life are the hardest to attain for some reason within relationships. In my experiences people tend to make things more complicated then they generally have to be. So I am just stuck soul searching now. Caught in between why and how. I feel if you want to be with a person you should just be able to be with them. What is just so hard about that? We as people let worldly obstacles influence and alter some of our decisions. I am not immune to these issue either.

These are just random thoughts that I have in my head. Did any of you have things to add or go through similiar things.

Consistency!!!!!!!!

Hello fellow bloggers and bloggets LOL

I wanted to talk to you guys for a minute about this blog. Firstly, let me start by apologizing because I have slacked so much on this blog. I know I have written this like a million times before, but I will be updating consistently, for now on. This time my perspective is different because I realize that consistency is one of the keys to life.

When I visit other blogs (that I enjoy) and there is nothing new on there, I get upset because i want to read or see something new. Something fresh at least for the day. So I will not let this blog become the blog you visit and expect to see the same thing, or the blog you stop visiting because it is never updated.

For now on there will be at least one new post everyday, that is my promise to you the readers and to myself.

Christina VH1 Storytellers

YESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Part 1



Part 2

CHRISTINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Slays On IDOL!!!!!!!!!!! I have no words

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! CICI

Now this is the Ciara I know and Love!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Interchangeably Interchangeable

Last night I went over this guys house and before anything happened I realized something. Something I did not want to admit to myself for the longest time but now I know is true. We are all interchangeably interchangeable in this life. Meaning when one thing doesn't work we just go to the next. I say this because before we messed around, he told me all of these stories about how he did it to this and that guy almost as if I should have been impressed or worse grateful that he was going to do it to me now.


I mean we are all bodies on this earth that go from host to host taking a chance on them, hoping they will respect us. Hoping they will love us and all. I mean this is just a mess because I used to have a problem with people that got around too much but I am starting to realize that everyone does. I mean weather you're a top or bottom the shit is all the same. I had a discussion with my EX today and he told me he had sex with 24 people in the span of a couple of days. I guess he was really feeling himself in this time period. Well, anyway back to last night. As I was being told the tale of all of these boys I started to wonder, "If I let this nigga hit will I be just another story to put in his sexual portfolio of clients?"

I mean this really made me feel uncomfortable in a way. I grew up with this notion that you find the one that makes you happy and they stay with you and love you until the end. I am trying to figure out if I really was this young and naive in this assumption or has the world just become corrupted? With sex, lies, drugs, and greed to have a list of bodies. I mean I have no idea at this point???? I was also trying to figure out if this dude was just really being honest with me and all but I guess only time will tell!!!


AND TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTION YES!!!!! WE HAD SEX AND IT WAS WORTH IT :)

Listening to: Alicia Keys- Doesn't mean anything From the album : The Element of Freedom

I Live For This!!!!!!!!!

OMG I was surfing around the Tube of You and I spotted this!!!! I just knew i had to put it on my blog the second I saw it!!!!

It's the group Girlicious shooting their new music video

Is this REALLY Nicki Minaj!!!!!!!

Ok wow!!!!! This is a clip I saw a while ago that I am very surprised hasn't surfaced since she is getting up there but you be the judge!!!!

Switching the Routine

You know the extremely interesting thing about working as a temp or for a temporary agency is the connections you form that are bound to be broken once an assignment is over. I have been working this job for about four months now and it has been great!!!! Now I am fortunately one of the lucky ones that gets to stay!!! Yay!!!! So I will most likely have a job through the summer!!!! This feels so so so exhilarating because I really want and need to grow as an individual this summer. I mean it is finally time for me to put my tennis racquets down at least for a day or two and live this thing called life!!! I don't want my life to be consumed by any one thing this summer as it has been in the past. I would like to get up and go to school and work and really live (and also get my drivers license HELLO!!!!!). I don't think some of my friends understand me when I say things like this because they have already been doing it for so long.

You have to understand what I have done with my life to understand my need to breakaway from this constant routine. Don't get me wrong I enjoy routines immensely and love to find new ways to do the same things but it is time for a chance within my personal life. Every summer I am consumed with playing tennis and working at a tennis shop!!! You see what I am mean I have no outlet!!!! No time to just LIVE that will all change this summer!!!!

CHRISTINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm READY to get BIONIC ARE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have You Ever

Have you ever been at a place in your life where you are just sublimely happy? I mean really really, happy!!!! I am kind of at that place at the moment as far as my life is concerned. I finally have a job that deals with something besides tennis. I think because of this I am missing the sport a little bit more and that is a very good thing because this absence is making me want to go back and play. But, anyway I am loving life at the moment. My job is something that I like and also easy to do, now my love life on the other hand is something all together different.

I am in a very weird place at the moment in my love life. A place I never thought I'd be. I just wanna Fu*k. I mean really, at the moment I don't want your emotions or your problems. I just want you to cum over whip it out make love to me and then leave. You're not allowed to stay and cuddle at all because then I would start to develop some feelings. But at the same time I do not want to be treated like anything as well and just because I want to Fu*k doesn't mean I will accept anything either. I mean I will still have standards even in a whore phase. Is this it??? Am I finally going to get into this whore phase that almost everyone I know has had except me? Stay tuned to find out!!!!!

Chirstina A. IS BACK!!!!!!!!!

My Musical Savior is BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I could SH*T on myself this album is going to be everything and more!!!!!!!!!

Did Ya'll See This!!!!!

This is what Happens when you run your mouth for no reason....

Monique DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG I am sooo late with this post but whatever, I mean I am just so happy with this Oscar. I have not seen The Hurt Locker so I cannot yet truly pass an accurate judgment on if it should have dominated the way it did. Anyway I digress because Monique the fun loving comedian that everyone just loves has won her first Oscar for her role in "Precious!!" She was truly dynamic and she deserves it. here are some clips of her acceptance speech and her backstage in the press room.

I Just Miss Him!!!!!!!!!

Ok so I am getting over a breakup and it has been harder than I thought. I mean I miss this boy a lot. At first I didn't want to admit it but I cannot lie to myself anymore. I mean damn he hit me hard (In more ways than one) LOL but we had a great connection at times. This at times was the problem though because most of the other times we were fighting or on two different planes or at least this is how it seemed to me. I mean we had a type of passion that was great but I just couldn't handle the lies and trickery he kept trying to pull over my eyes. He strikes me as a have his cake and eat it too type and plus he had WAAAAYYYYYY too much drama with him. I mean I live a DRAMA FREE existence. But I still miss the little things about him. The way his tongue hung out of his mouth when he slept or was bored. The way he held me at night and he used to make my bed when we would just be chilling in it. I always thought that was soooo sweet. I mean it just hurts because I always think of what we could have been but know we will most likely never be that.

Anything like this ever happen to you and if so, how did you get over it???

MARCHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Ok first of all I cannot believe that it is March already!!!! OMG this is a mess truly!!!!!! WOW where is this year going man. I mean time thing is really getting out of hand. SHooooooooooooot!!!! Hope all of you guys have been having a productive year at this point. Live life don't let it get you too down. Just live and everything will start to come around.