Have You Ever

Have you ever been at a place in your life where you are just sublimely happy? I mean really really, happy!!!! I am kind of at that place at the moment as far as my life is concerned. I finally have a job that deals with something besides tennis. I think because of this I am missing the sport a little bit more and that is a very good thing because this absence is making me want to go back and play. But, anyway I am loving life at the moment. My job is something that I like and also easy to do, now my love life on the other hand is something all together different.

I am in a very weird place at the moment in my love life. A place I never thought I'd be. I just wanna Fu*k. I mean really, at the moment I don't want your emotions or your problems. I just want you to cum over whip it out make love to me and then leave. You're not allowed to stay and cuddle at all because then I would start to develop some feelings. But at the same time I do not want to be treated like anything as well and just because I want to Fu*k doesn't mean I will accept anything either. I mean I will still have standards even in a whore phase. Is this it??? Am I finally going to get into this whore phase that almost everyone I know has had except me? Stay tuned to find out!!!!!

Chirstina A. IS BACK!!!!!!!!!

My Musical Savior is BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I could SH*T on myself this album is going to be everything and more!!!!!!!!!

Did Ya'll See This!!!!!

This is what Happens when you run your mouth for no reason....

Monique DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG I am sooo late with this post but whatever, I mean I am just so happy with this Oscar. I have not seen The Hurt Locker so I cannot yet truly pass an accurate judgment on if it should have dominated the way it did. Anyway I digress because Monique the fun loving comedian that everyone just loves has won her first Oscar for her role in "Precious!!" She was truly dynamic and she deserves it. here are some clips of her acceptance speech and her backstage in the press room.

I Just Miss Him!!!!!!!!!

Ok so I am getting over a breakup and it has been harder than I thought. I mean I miss this boy a lot. At first I didn't want to admit it but I cannot lie to myself anymore. I mean damn he hit me hard (In more ways than one) LOL but we had a great connection at times. This at times was the problem though because most of the other times we were fighting or on two different planes or at least this is how it seemed to me. I mean we had a type of passion that was great but I just couldn't handle the lies and trickery he kept trying to pull over my eyes. He strikes me as a have his cake and eat it too type and plus he had WAAAAYYYYYY too much drama with him. I mean I live a DRAMA FREE existence. But I still miss the little things about him. The way his tongue hung out of his mouth when he slept or was bored. The way he held me at night and he used to make my bed when we would just be chilling in it. I always thought that was soooo sweet. I mean it just hurts because I always think of what we could have been but know we will most likely never be that.

Anything like this ever happen to you and if so, how did you get over it???

MARCHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Ok first of all I cannot believe that it is March already!!!! OMG this is a mess truly!!!!!! WOW where is this year going man. I mean time thing is really getting out of hand. SHooooooooooooot!!!! Hope all of you guys have been having a productive year at this point. Live life don't let it get you too down. Just live and everything will start to come around.