Sometimes I wonder why things like this keep happening to me?? I mean it seems I have met a perfect guy. He's kind, patient, soothing and really loves me. He has been a perfect gentleman the entire time we have dated. Claiming he wanted to wait to have sex in order to truly get to know me. That notion only made my heart go beat beat and made my love for him stronger.
Now we have gotten into the bedroom and things have taken a turn for the worst. I mean we have tried a few times now and the pieces of the sexual puzzle seem disjointed. I am being as supportive as I can but damn. I just want to get done proper out and inside the bedroom by the same man.
Why does that seem like it is so hard to find in this life?!?!?!?! Every guy that I've been with that is good at sex is terrible at being in a loving relationship. On the other side of the coin those who seem to have the relationship piece down dont know how to have great sex. Ugh!!!!!!!! Why is it so hard to find both at the same time???
A part of me thinks I'm personally being extremely shallow. Another feels I am perfectly valid in these frustrations I am currently experiencing. I honestly don't know what to do at this point. I am at a crossroads wondering which way to wander.
Maybe in life we have to choose and not necessarily have it all.
Now Listening to- Girls' Generation: Animal
