Katy Perry Firework LEAK!!!!!!!!!

New Vid!!!!! one of my FAV songs at the moment from one of my FAV girls

MARIAH!!!!

Soooooo Mariah Carey has finally announced today that she is pregnant. I am soooooo happy that this is finally out because really Mariah it was getting kind of on the ridiculous side. But just an FYI on most people's parts, Mariah had a miscarriage before and that is one of or even the main reason why she took so long to disclose such information. She was pregnant when the couple got married back in 2008 but she lost the baby. So that must have been a really hard thing to deal with especially with all of the promotion and other business endeavors she pursues. Check this video for her confession and explanation.




and P.S. Beyonce is NOT pregnant!!!! LOL Ooooops

NEW page!!!!

I feel I am in a new chapter in my life in many ways. The funny thing is nothing about where I am is specific. I mean at times I feel I am everywhere and nowhere at the same time. Can any one of you relate to this feeling? I just feel that I should be a certain way but then I feel like I want to be another way. There are two sides of me fighting with one another in a constant battle of my personality.

I have also started to go down a very dangerous road. A road of which I do not like to travel often in this life. This is the road of the why's. The road where you are constantly comparing yourself to others and making a bigger deal out of things then you need to. A road where you are wondering constantly and always lost in some kind of way. In some aspects of my daily life I feel myself slipping into this mentality more and more and it is not a good thing for me to do at this point. I feel it is imperative for me to stay focused as an individual and worry about myself.

So I will do this even though some or most things in this life are not fair. But hey, that's the way the stale cookie crumbles at times :)

My girl is coming back!!!!!

OMG my girl Duffy is coming back with a brand new album entitled "Endlessly"!!!! Yeah baby, I am soooooo excited at this moment in time. If you've never heard of her she is from the UK and she is such a great songstress!!!! Her 2008 hit, Mercy topped the charts in many countries around the world, you can check that out here:



Did you like that????? Great now we can all move on to her new single entitled, "Well Well Well"

Jam of the Moment!!!!!! (New Weekly Post)

WHAT'S MY NAME

Set to be on the singer's 5th LP entitled "LOUD" Rihanna really turns up the heat on this one. I am living for this song at the moment as it sits atop my groove play list on my I-pod.....The song is very danceable and features rapper Drake.....I don't care what anyone says but Rihanna's vocals are becoming more solid ever since her last effort Rated R!!!!! Hopefully LOUD will give us more great music to listen to. It will be in stores Nov.16th Check out the song clip below.

It has FINALLY happened!!!!!!

Singer, songwriter and actress Beyonce Knowles is finally pregnant with her and Jay Z's first child. OMG this is something I have been waiting for since she married rap legend Jay-Z in April of 2008. I just knew it was just a matter of time when they married that something of this magnitude would take place. It was reported today in the morning hours. It is believed that sources from Us Magazine have the official scoop as to Ms. Knowles current condition as she is believed to be in her first trimester.

I think congrats are in order for the lucky couple :))))))))))

TREVOR!!!!

this is the very short film that inspired the Trevor project which is stepping in to curve the teenage suicides that are happening among the LGBT youth.

Be Proud!!!!!!

This month is National LGBT History month. We all in the communtiy need to celebrate, rejoice and ban together in our struggle for equality in this nation.

Be proud of who you are as a person. Don't worry about what people say about you because of who you choose to love. No let's get something straight at this moment. The choice is in physically loving the same gender. We all have friends who try to deny their sexual urges and refuse to partake in any sexual act with the same gender. There is NOT!!!! a choice in loving the same gender emotionally. I personally feel this is the difference between being gay and being trendy. Yes it is sad to say that some people claim to be gay because it is the "cool" thing to do.

Most people that are actually gay understand what a struggle it is to be that way. A person can receive much flak for being "different" in a society that being "normal" is considered the right way to function. Anything that is different is considered evil or unusual.

No one would choose to be GAY!!!!!! My people that are in the continuous struggle understand what i mean when I say this. That is why we get so up in arms when someone (especially someone who is NOT gay says rather casually) that being gay is a choice. If you lived one day in my bruised shoes you would think differently almost immediately.

Although I was teased frequently in my school I would never wish to not be this way because being this way is a part of who I am as a person. If I am fine with it then why is the world so upset about me being this way. I mean it is not as though I am doing harm to anyone else by being this way. And since I am doing something that is so dangerous and harmful to myself why is everyone hell bent on making me change? One would think they would try and stay away from me instead of trying to force me to change against my will.

Be PROUD of who you are as a person because that is who you truly are. It doesn't matter what others have to say about you as long as they aren't harming you in any physical way then you're good and if they are, seek help from the proper people. If that doesn't work whether it be in a school or other establishment tell your parent or legal guardian.

It does really get better, choose to live instead of dying and helping the negative individuals in this screwed up society win. No one can live your life but you. So live it and celebrate this month for it and every other day in the year is truly for us

Go See This!!!!!!!!!!!

"Waiting for Superman" is a documentary that showcases area school children in their quest to learn and have the opportunity to go to better schools to better their education. It is important for us to look at films of this nature in order for kids to have a better education. I know at least in the Washington D.C. area we like to sweep issues like this under the rug and avoid them instead of looking at the problems and fixing them.

LIFE!!!!!

Don't let life get you too down, just turn around and smile
When the walls come tumbling down
run for the shelter, don't stop and allow yourself to hit the ground.


Just a start of a poem I am starting to work on at the moment. I mean wow I have been gone for quite a minute haven't I? I mean life throws things at you that can be such an obstacle. Some things become obstacles because we make them. That is what I have been doing in my life and I just refuse to do it any longer. I realize now that I don't need to be dwelling on the little things because life itself is sooooo much bigger. So here's to living life and smiling to the fullest.